I'm sorry to the old paradigm which moved with the desire that progress could be systematized The intention was well meant seeking conceptual steps to leave behind to build a ladder to healing where we erred was the desire for security & certainty for this journey to be built block by block from past to future each level solidified before starting the next a formula whose efficacy was self-evident whose structure was universal a formula to fall back on to hold onto to give away to save we erred when we placed the emphasis on the formula and not the process when we superimposed linearity onto an inter-dimensional unfolding when we demanded a prescriptive foothold instead of finding satisfaction with a descriptive signpost now we've come to a fuller embodiment by untangling our confusions softly often indirectly enjoying ourselves only to realize a once familiar worry has slipped through the back door simmering in the flow of vitality only to find old knots - tightened by manual operations- now undone why deny the magic of the synergistic whole in expectation of a flattened map a manual is of little use if it does not convey truth perhaps one day this desire for comprehensible cohesion, order & practicality for all will come to fruition but as we've learned along different axes of this becoming attachment to the forms of desire tends to be the underlying barrier to its fulfillment & its fulfillment becomes a byproduct of a much sweeter revelation